Hey. Last night, I went to Kat's after school than we went to Zack's football game together. It was okay. there werent alot of people there.. and i was cold but other than that it was fun.. haha. Why i am up at 9:04 is beyond me.. lol.. I dont know what i am doing the rest of this weekend but i hope sumthin because i dont wanna sit around and do nothing..

  *~*Melinda Marie*~*

Today was a boring day. Kasey left me all alone in graphics.. well i finished all my assignments. my cuzin chirsta who is always the rescource officer at my school is telling people all this stuff that she doesnt need ot be saying. Its none of her business.. I wanted to go bowling with Mark and Wade cuz don was going but they wouldnt let me.. mean people.. hahaha well well thats my exciting life.

 *~*Melinda*~*

Well Well, Its been a while sence I have written in here. This weekend was probably the most boringest weekends of my life. ugh. Don and Shelby have broken up and gotten back together like 3 times already. What a relationship. I think I have this friday off of school.  im not too sure but it would be cool if i did..

   *~*Melinda Marie*~*

yesterday after Kat went home I went to Olean with Rabecca and Dustin. than i just chilled at her house for a little bit.. than i went home.. i went to bed at like 8:30. Sleeping seems to be the only happy thing in my life right now. Its the only place where i can forget about everything going on around me. I hate how bad things can't just happen in life one at a time they come like 20 at a time. Well today Don told Kat that him and Shelby are going out that pisses me off because he can't seem to tell me the fuckin truth. uggh. Than he called my house.. and talked to my brother.. but can he talk to me and get things straighted out of course not. I am just giving up on guys. I am never ever am i mean never giving my heart to a guy again. when i find out that i think its different. it just ends up getting broken like the rest of the times

  *~*Melinda Marie*~*

Friday when i got home from school I went right to kats house than brianna called and told us that don and shelby are gong out.. uggh that really pissed me off. We got ready for the game than went to my house, and went and picked up jamie. At the game... Don showed up with Shelby and he wouldnt talk to me at first but than he did... and i ended up bitching and gettin him pissed so he walked away. and this gurl that used to go out with don a long time ago told me that hes a dick and not to worry about it and all that stuff and she told me that don and shelby started fighting because he was talking to me. He told me that they werent going out and he told me to call him at 3:30 on saturday so i did but he wasnt home.

Saturday I didnt do much of anything.. just chilled with Kat all day than we ended up going to see Freddy vs. Jason. it was cool. i get scared so easily tho.. lol

How can i let guys make me feel like this.. it sucks. i mean i always told myself before that im not gunna open my heart to guys because i have been hurt before but than i think one that is totally different comes along and i give it a chance and it happens all over again.. uggh

                *~*Melinda Marie*~*